The darker story

This is not a story I can completely tell. It would be disrespectful others. Before 17, my understanding of the impact of my behaviors on others was very limited. I did things to others that would create negative impact on their lives, possibly forever. Looking back I almost made the full criteria of having a conduct disorder. I had a very difficult time, putting myself in other people shoes. After being around others in group therapy, this changed immensely to the point to where I can see that all my behaviors directly impact those around me and that if I do not choose my behaviors wisely, I also hurt them.